Kuliaaaah?!!!!Tidaaaaaak?!!!!

BOSEN
Tiap hari,tiap minggu rutinitas bkin kepalaku pusing, jenuh, mual bahkan pengen mun**h. Beeeeeh, tiap hari bgn pagiii ke kampus,kuliah, praktikum, dapet tugas, laporan, Jepe, pengumuman ujian dkk, blom klo da kegiatan2, ngurus ni itu….tidaaaaaaak………………. ampun kakaaaaaaak……….

CAPE
Tiap pulang kosan sore ato ga malem palagi pas praktikum, pulang ga da yang mijitin…langsung tepar di kasur mencoba beristirahat sejenak, bis tu bangun buwat makan n bercengkerama ma penghuni kost….bla-bla-bla….

HOMESICK
pengennya libur aj, trus pgn pulang….inget mami n inget ayank,ehm so sweet nyaaaa…. so please 4W1, ayo bruan, cepetin waktunya…. aq pengen ktm mereka.amien

BUT….
I’m a man n aq punya tanggung jawab…aq mesti sukses, ga boleh kalah ma sikon, mesti sabar n be my best in everything. Mr Rudy blg “org sukses tu ga disibukan ma hal2 kecil n be one step ahead”. Bener bgt bung….Kuliah yg kayak kam***g mesti di jalanin…

Chayo iponk!!!

For My Angel

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Aq tidak bisa berkata-kata, seakan ada yang membuatkqu diam untuk mendengarkan DIA berkata-kata, meskipun DIA tidak berkata apa-apa. Aq tidak bisa berpikir apa-apa karena pikiranqu dipenuhi oleh pikiran tentang DIA. Aq heran mengapa aq bisa merasakan perasaan ini lagi untuk kesekian kalinya.

Tetapi kali ini aq berani PASTIKAN dengan akal sehat kalau aq TIDAK ragu lagi dengan
perasaanqu kali ini. Aq bertaruh dengan keseriusan hatiqu bahwa yang kupikirkan ini nyata adanya. Saat ini yang kupikirkan adalah kenangan manis tentang DIA,
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Sebenarnya aq tidak menginginkan kata “kenangan” untuk melukiskan perasaanqu pada DIA, karena terkesan semuanya telah berakhir. Padahal ini awal dari perjalanan cintaqu yang sebenarnya. DIAlah ANGEL….

ANGEL of my heart. Pandangan matanya melukiskan kasih sayang yang tiada bertepi, pandangan yang dapat menghilangkan beban yang selama ini mengganjal di hatiqu, menghilangkan semua pikiran kotor, dan seakan-akan berbicara seribu bahasa cinta. Tak bisa ku berkata apa-apa, betapa indahnya DIA, ANGEL of my heart

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Meskipun DIA jauh dari pandanganqu, tetapi DIA sangat dekat dengan hatiqu. Meskipun aq ingin memegang tangannya, dengan melukiskan wajahnya di pikiranqu saja sudah lebih dari cukup. Apakah benar kalau jatuh cinta bisa membuat seorang biasa menjadi seorang pujangga, apakah ini yang kualami. Apapun itu, yang kualami sekarang adalah anugerah terindah yang Allah berikan kepadaku..

Luv u as always my ANGEL,maidoari

Renungan bwt kita NYaaa?!

> > I’M TOO BUSY
> >
> > Everyday as i wake up at dawn
> > My mind start working the moment i yawn
> > There were many things to do, o dear!
> > That’s why i hastily did my Subuh prayer
> > I didn’t have the time to sit longer to praise the Lord
> > To me rushing out after prayer is nothing odd…
> >
> > Since school, i had been busy every minute
> > Completing my tutorials and handing it in
> > My ECAs took up most of my time always
> > No time did i have to Allah to pray
> > Too many things to do and zikir is rare
> > For Allah, I really had no time to spare..
> >
> > When i grew up and started my career
> > Working all day to secure my future
> > When I reached home, I prefered to have fun
> > I chatted on the phone but i didn’t read the Quran
> > I spent too much time surfing the Internet
> > Sad to say, my faith was falling flat…
> >
> > The only time i have left is weekends
> > During which i prefer window shopping with friends
> > I couldn’t spare time to go to the mosque
> > I’m too busy, that’s the BIG EXCUSE…
> >
> > I did my five prayers but did so quickly
> > After prayer, I didn’t sit longer to reflect quietly
> > I didn’t have time to help the needy ones
> > I was loaded with work as my precious time runs
> >
> > No time at all to visit a sick Muslim friend
> > To orphans and elderly, I hardly lent a hand
> > I’m too busy to do community service
> > When there were gatherings, I helped the least
> >
> > My life was already full of stress
> > So i didn’t counsel a Muslim in distress
> > I didn’t spend much time with my family
> > B’coz i thought, doing so is a waste of time…
> >
> > No time to share with non-Muslim abt Islam
> > Even though I know, inviting causes no harm
> > No time to do Sunnah prayers at all
> > All these contribute to my imaan’s fall..
> >
> > I’m busy here and busy there
> > I’ve no time at all, that’s all i care
> > I went for religious lessons, just once in awhile
> > Coz i’m too busy making a pile…
> >
> > I worked all day and i slept all night
> > Too tired for Tahajjud and it seemed not right
> > To me, earning a living was already tough
> > so i only did basic deeds but that’s not enough..
> >
> > No time at all, to admire God’s creation
> > No time to praise Allah and seek His Compassion
> > Although I know how short is my life
> > For Islam, I really didn’t strive..
> >
> > Finally the day comes, when the Lord calls for me
> > And I stood before Him with my Life’s History
> > I feel so guilty b’coz i should have prayed more
> > Isn’t that what a Muslim lives for?
> >
> > To thank Allah and do more good deeds
> > And the Quran is for us all to read..
> >
> > Now at Judgement Day, I’m starting to fret
> > I’ve wasted my life but it’s too late to regret
> > My entry to Paradise depend on my good behaviour
> > But i’ve not done enough nor did proper prayer
> >
> > My “good deed book” is given from my right
> > An angel opened my “book” and read out my plight.
> >
> > Then the angle chided me….
> >
> > “O You Muslim servant, you are the one,
> > Who is given enough time, yet not much is done
> > Do you know that your faith is loose?
> > saying “no time” is only an excuse.
> > Your “good deed book” should be filled up more
> > with all the good work you stood up for..
> >
> > Hence, I only recorded those little good deeds
> > As I say this, I know your eyes will mist..
> > I was about to write some more, you see
> > But i did not have, THE TIME to list”…….
> >
> > THE END..